and i feel it
*4:22 PM@Sunday, September 7, 2008
aye(: how may i help u today??lol! sooo,,today was suckish and greatt at the same time. Well for some odd reason I am listening to a country music radio station and enjoying it! so today at Church guess who was there????!! Tristen!!! lol!!! Tori was so excited but whatever. Annd you know there was volleyball practice today but it was not madatory. Guess who showed up? You know,the three SLEAZYYiez. [[the girls i don't like]] Emily,Cass,and Mariah. grrr. And since there were so little people there we just practiced for an hour and then went to MickeyD's to get some ice cream. They asked me why i was so quiet,but wouldn't YOU be quiet if you were around the three people in this world you like the least??? But i don't think they're smart enough to realize it. anways, we didn't talk much and i just couldn't stand it and that's when i realized,
something's really changed. i know! because before i knew you all,we were BFFs. INseperable. And now, it's forced and akward. Sooo yesterday was interesting. JJ called me like 5 flipping times and i would open my phone and press the end button, how mean am i? i just didn't want to chat. I talked to Ali on the phone sooo long. We were talking about my stalkeres because apparently Cvan's gonna ask me out again. AHHHH!!! suckk! But there are rumors flying that I'm dating Clay and Garth. Ugghh. Garth is the most popular boy in the class, and I am the only one who doesn't swoon all over him. Which makes him like me apparently. Ali tells me that he doesn't hate me but it's only one way hate. WHATeverr,,talk about drama. also Ali says that i am like on top of the world right now,ut why don't i feel like it?for the whole thing about the boys who asked me out,i said no. only because he is an AMAZING friend,and during flag football he got in a fist fight with another boy. Talk about a turn off!!!!
toot,ahhhhh,looo.
Labels: alpha, awkward, bored, boys, mcdonalds, music, sore, volleyball
& I'll always remember what you said, forever."
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